All My Crazy

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Your there in every thought
I cannot escape you
Your there in my dreams
I cannot escape you
Your there in my weakness
Your there in my strength
You’re the gravel that is the broken road of life
You’re the redemption that always comes
The night falls and the stars shine bright
Are you there God?
I just want to fall apart…

Hold me
Love me
Please don’t let go
I’m so scared
Scared to lose control
Scared to let my walls fall

Never again
Will my heart be black sorrow
But a mended heart holding on to you for dear life

Dear me
I am I worth this?

This love so amazing
For a life, so dark
Courage to stand tall
Will power to know more of you
JESUS!
Never letting go I will hold to you for dear life
JESUS !
I’m screaming for you…Can’t you hear me?
I want to feel again
I want to know how to love…and not be afraid
I want to trust…I want to trust you. JESUS!

I am small and surrounded by lies…
YOU’RE UGLY
YOU SUCK
YOU CAN’T
YOU’RE FAT
YOU’RE NOT FUNNY
YOU’RE NOT ANYTHING! ANYTHING! YOU’RE WORTHLESS! WORTHLESS!

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One thought on “All My Crazy

  1. Wow. There comes a time in all our lives that we must surrender our fears and our strengths to the Lord, only then can we allow Him to do the works we long for. And Praise Jesus, He answers! !

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